Over glamorized fairytale romance seems given in every teenage relationship. There's OBVIOUSLY no need for emotions other than pure joy at the sight of the other and depression at the lack thereof. That and the disengagement of physical contact, of which there seems no end. There is no need for it, not all the time, not in bloody public. Such constant attention only breeds a lonely ex, a feeling of abandonment if the other, god forbid, might want a moment apart. There is no one more important, perfect and so very untrustworthy than the other. They could leave you at any moment and feeling nothing of it, and so they must tether themselves together. Behind the vale of pink happy, romantic mist, the partners gaze and ignore all flaws. Although, ignoring the small things can be good, the over looking of other major flaws is not. However, the teenage Romantic hasn't the knowledge or the experience to decipher between the two, romance and obsession. A different between hand holding and an undying need for physical contact.
Although early relationships seem to have proven altogether beneficial to the future love lives of those who choose to partake, some aspects have been proven to have the opposite effect. Early relationships that involve cheating or have failed miserably after one or both members has had prior distrust for the opposite sex, seem to cause the subjects more distrust or fear of another relationship. Nevertheless, while teenage heartbreak can be a trying time it helps prepare us for our future breakups. In addition, it helps us identify who we would like to marry in the future as we know that one cannot only choose the most attractive to us, but also the most mentally compatible. While we are young, we can see that the pretty boy isn't as charming as he is thought to be and the geek is not so disgusting after all.
School Year
I'm so bloody done with this year.
This school year needs to end... badly. I can't seem to make it through a day without someone saying something to me that brings me to tears. My knees shake walking down the stairs and I'm just waiting for the next emotional blow. I feel I’ve been dehumanized and that I'm just a voodoo doll of the entire school community. People laugh at everything I say or act as if I've just praised the most foul thing on the planet. Hypocrites, the lot of them, I've said nothing they themselves haven't said. And they rebuke me as if I am not human, an article up for criticism. I'm not up for your approval, I do not crave the admiration of an ignorant load of children. I am not interested in hearing what you think of me because I am apathetic towards your opinions.
If I could, I'd skip the entire review process for the SOLS and just take them. Then maybe I'd be able to get out and be around people who like me. I've never fit in at school before and it's BEYOND ME why I first thought things would be different here. It's the same thing, people are identical clones in everyway except for the clothing they wear and how they do their hair. Their minds are geometric blocks linked together with chains of ignorance and conformity. Me, I like to think I'm nothing like them, I like to think that.
This school year needs to end... badly. I can't seem to make it through a day without someone saying something to me that brings me to tears. My knees shake walking down the stairs and I'm just waiting for the next emotional blow. I feel I’ve been dehumanized and that I'm just a voodoo doll of the entire school community. People laugh at everything I say or act as if I've just praised the most foul thing on the planet. Hypocrites, the lot of them, I've said nothing they themselves haven't said. And they rebuke me as if I am not human, an article up for criticism. I'm not up for your approval, I do not crave the admiration of an ignorant load of children. I am not interested in hearing what you think of me because I am apathetic towards your opinions.
If I could, I'd skip the entire review process for the SOLS and just take them. Then maybe I'd be able to get out and be around people who like me. I've never fit in at school before and it's BEYOND ME why I first thought things would be different here. It's the same thing, people are identical clones in everyway except for the clothing they wear and how they do their hair. Their minds are geometric blocks linked together with chains of ignorance and conformity. Me, I like to think I'm nothing like them, I like to think that.
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